brief
[
in
tempelhof]
this is my website where i host things i
(think to)
need for myself or stuff i once
considered useful
(or readable)
at the moment of publishing.
since almost two decades i live in berlin,
germany and mostly work as an
it
systems engineer.
my life is about to encounter
all kinds of people,
regardless of social,
cultural,
religious or ethnical
background,
to witness a few moments,
to try to create an opus of some kind,
to try to fulfill anything
She
seems
to draw for me and to prepare an
awesome after-life-party.
😁🍀
[better collect the needed music?
i think,
it's about the
music
here?]
(own) brief history
[ in schwerin, alemania] born
and raised[ in prenzlauer berg] after a phone call late evening ..
in a flat, i got a strong feeling as if electricity or something similiar would flow through all my body, which subsided during the night. afterwards, it seemed possible for me to hear intimate voices of people surrounding me, if i only concentrate a little?[] after moving to my flat in a rear house in ..
berlin-reinickendorf in the middle of the so called corona pandemics, i realized a few neighbors around an initial male perpetrator, who acustically harassed other common neighbors with sounds of sexually aroused or interacting human beings, in order to ultimately force/[] induction of an “artificial” schizophrenia
by a resident of the same building? speaking to me?[amenddec, 2025: naive from a todays point of view, if we are talking about super-natural creatures here.]
[, berlin] all night long (and for four monthes now), ..
horrific scenes were played back to me (acoustically). but this time and towards morning, three women, supposedly in bottrop, but to be heared from behind my wall, seem to spoke to me: they were in grave danger and were being threatened by at least one of the perpetrators. when i couldn't bear it any longer, i went to the police (abschnitt 17 of direktion 1) and explained that i hear people in bottrop at my home who were in grave danger (presumably abuse and/without asking a single question, an ambulance was called, i was given risperdal in the emergency room, and an appointment was scheduled for the clinic (“pia”) on waldstr. in reinickendorf, berlin. there, a year and a half began with suspected schizophrenia (but without an official diagnosis), and on first risperdal, then high doses of olanzapine.
[] riding u6 subway in berlin towards city center, when ..
shortly before tempelhof ring station, i somehow daydreamed and missed several stations. when i “woke up”, i heard a voice say something like “be careful, you'll kill him.” as if i were being (virtually) kidnapped.[] during my first days in my new apartment in tempelhof, some people ..
break into my flat (without a trace) while i was there, drug me and induce a kind of daydream in which they show me my dead mother kind of alive in a box, who briefly looks at me. they then quickly take it away again.i can briefly see countless entities with some halos, which seem to cluster in the block accross the inner yard on fuhrmannstr.?
they introduce me to some fischer, some neighbour allegedly “from my old flat”, but which looks different, than the one i once saw in the stairwell. they arrange some kind of a competition between me and him on who is more useful regarding leading people? i didn't care much, since until today i have no single clue what they were dealing with or who they were.
[some two weaks later] they come back, drug me again (way heavier). when i wake up, i need more than an hour to realize that i am in my own flat. they seem to give me the idea that we were on some trip to switzerland?!
[]
after one and a half years in zombie mode on
risperdal/olanzapine
..
and hundreds of panic attacks,
pia waldstr.
declares me healthy.
they claim that i never had a
schizophrenia,
an
mri
and a comprehensive blood test
showed no signs.
on the contrary,
the doctor accuses me of
having an exceptionally
healthy lifestyle. 😏[] the night before Christmas Eve, ..
“they” broke into my apartment presumably just to take a pillow from me. [note: very likely for a dna sample.][] perpetrators now accuse me of being some “saint” or similiar
and tell me to have eviscarated my body to use certain abilities like hearing thoughts of others to forcibly enter the minds of some victims.[note: maybe not me, but others? i am pretty sure that there are entities that hold me for someone else? otherwise: i won't let me hallow by creatures like them. SheGod didn't say a thing.]
xp
alexander puls,not Yehoshua (Iesus) “☧” Χριστός,
just coincidence 😁